The Last Time
It’s so weird
The last time is so surreal
There is no fear
Only a lifetime to heal
We knew this was temporary
Not meant to last
The memories we’ll carry
Can take us to the past
I wanna go back
To do it again
We’re leaving this now
Does it have to end
My people and my place
The loss brings clouds to my sky
And a frown to my face
This I cannot lie
12 Years
Looking back makes it all seem so fast
12 years of my life have gone in a flash
I remember just starting
I was so little then
All I had was my bookbag
And a few little friends
But through this whole process
I grew bad and sour
Clouds blocked my vision
And left my mood dour
Empathy changed me
My people did too
From clearing my skies
To keep my heart alive
So as I grew
Finishing the process
I’m glad they’re here with me
Sifting through the nonsense
Nowhere near perfect
But I haven’t tried to be
Cause the past has fallen behind
And the future’s in front of me
Who I was and who I am
Are all subject to change
Who will I be when it’s said and done
A wait upon me, it weighs almost a ton
But weights make you stronger
So just wait a little longer
Because soon the future will be now